i went to the doctor today, and for a hot second i felt relieved about being alone. i can't decide if that feeling has disappeared or not, but either way this is how it's got to be.
currently, my skin is crawling. i wish i could take it off just like i'd take off my jacket. my stomach hurts all the time and i just feel like it's one thing after another. bottom line is i'm extremely uncomfortable in mind, body and soul. lately i've been looking up all my dreams and all the meanings have been pretty accurate. i do believe in all of that. call me crazy. i dare you.
right now, at one am, i can finally breathe without my torso hurting. and right now, at one am, i've been hoping that i could some how telepathically tell you to sign onto aim, or text me, or something. but i guess my brain's not strong enough for that. yeah, i'm talking about you.
one day.
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