Tuesday, June 2, 2009

it's been so long.

i'm sorry: two words i always think after you're gone and i realize i was acting all wrong. so selfish: two words that could describe actions of mine, when patience is short in supply.
we don't need to say goodbye. we don't need fight and cry. oh we could hold each other tight tonight.


it's been a long time since i've written and actual entry. first off, i am really glad it's june. june second, i don't even know how i made it through the winter. i finished school. the dance show went well. i left for florida the next day. i didn't want to leave. i don't even want to be home anymore.

a list:
- i need a new job. i'm sick of getting verbally attacked almost every day by middle aged women. my paychecks suck, and they pretty much only put gas in my car in which i use to get to my shitty job.
- but, with that being said i'm nanny-ing for my aunt july/august.
- i'm looking forward to seeing vinnie for his birthday. the distance gets so unbareable.
- i love penny more and more every day, and i don't know what i'd ever do without her.
- i can't focus on anything.
- i would like to not be so crazy anymore.

seriously.


10:17//
a sailors mouth: that's how mine and vinnie's first kiss was.
AHOYMONSTER: that means we're in love.

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