a sailors mouth: pick another number too.
ohanielle: uhm.
ohanielle: 28.
ohanielle: psh.
a sailors mouth: bitch.
a sailors mouth: hahahah.
ohanielle: hahaha.
i sat in my bathtub shaving my legs before, thinking about whatever i could, and then elaborating on those random thoughts. (names of news anchors, my dogs chest rising and falling, the knots in my hair, etc) all while avoiding the old cuts but most likely making new ones. i started to feel insecure and unsettled. maybe because the water was getting cold, or because i still feel like my entire life is up in the air. he's with me, he loves me. he wants me. but i still feel scared. i should be happy, but i'm only completely happy when we're laying together under the covers. soon that will be ripped away from me just like he will be. but he's still mine. and it'll work because it always does.
"we've got what it takes to keep it together and move on."
ohanielle: uhm.
ohanielle: 28.
ohanielle: psh.
a sailors mouth: bitch.
a sailors mouth: hahahah.
ohanielle: hahaha.
i sat in my bathtub shaving my legs before, thinking about whatever i could, and then elaborating on those random thoughts. (names of news anchors, my dogs chest rising and falling, the knots in my hair, etc) all while avoiding the old cuts but most likely making new ones. i started to feel insecure and unsettled. maybe because the water was getting cold, or because i still feel like my entire life is up in the air. he's with me, he loves me. he wants me. but i still feel scared. i should be happy, but i'm only completely happy when we're laying together under the covers. soon that will be ripped away from me just like he will be. but he's still mine. and it'll work because it always does. "we've got what it takes to keep it together and move on."
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